Monday, April 25, 2011

Dress week

Hey guys~ I feel so glad to be back to my cozy and nice home, with soft mattress and fully-filled refrigerator. Okay, my life is not all about sleeping and eating... However, these are exactly what I'm doing now...EVERYDAY!!
I have been attending church activities for 3 days continuously.... Practically, it's the only "out-of-house" activities (commonly known as outdoor activity=.="') Mentally, I'm so happy to indulge in christian work.... It filled my heart and soul with God's wisdom and love.
I past through Good Friday...
I thank God for sacrificing His One and Only Son, Jesus Christ, crucified and died for us.
It's the greatest love I've ever known.
Try to think, who will die for others' sins??
Only our God!=) I love Him!
I've been working out with my blog article for days....Press here and there, close and open....not knowing what to write.... I basically, run out of words to describe my life!! Bad thing~
Hmm.... Jump to outfit post then.... So, I've been wearing slacks and track bottoms for 1 whole year.... I promised myself, no more pants and track bottoms for outing (not even jeans), hence, here is the photo of my first day to church...A double-stripped dress. I would be wearing dress only...at least for these few weeks...Haz!!XD
Oh ya!! Had been enjoying nice food for a few days... Namely in KimBay....and...er...er... *forgot=P*
Sis and i had a haircut.... Nice curls right??? But it's jus for temporary. Okay, I've messed up with my hairstyle now... Not as nice as it looks when newly-cut....T.T
Matrics life finally noted an end in life....
Goodbye ~
Love you all.... Miss you all...


-Mogu-

Friday, April 15, 2011

Home---5days!

Passed through my study week...erm, fulfilling my tasks and targets for each day.
And there comes the exam week!!
I've been working so hard, stressfully over the exam...
So far, I've done with Maths, English, Biology!!
Chemistry will be coming soon *stay tune*
OMG!!
How to describe the craziness of wanna-be-home in me now?

During our past CF(christian fellowships) meeting, we discussed on the topic "What have u learnt through Matriculation?"
Basically, matriculation, indeed is a path for me to grown up and be independent...Well not to say totally, but partially, I AM growing up (horizontally, FAT!) and being pre-independent (cos i have nice friend here to help me)....
I'm so grateful to have them...
Ranging from Amy, Carmen, Qianni, Mei Kee, Ju Enn, Maevin, Mingrui, Juin Ling, Chin Ling, the whole gang, to the guys, Weldon, Ivan, Gavin, Petra, Adrian, and others (He is always the first, so dont mention bout it anymore if you read my previous post...), I'm so thankful that I met them all.
I'm so afraid to eat alone and be alone in this college ever since I first stepped into it....
So, I made the plan to make friends with the girls during orientation week, and end up having all nice girls as my friends...=)

Despite being sad that I'm going to be apart from them now, I'm so happy that finally, after half-year trip here, I'm going back to my sweet home...
As stated in my Facebook, I will do all the useless stuff, which not contributing any part of it to my knowledge, with anticipation and full of enthusiasm...
I've excitedly planned for my friends' first visit to Kuching and hopefully, everything turns up well....*gonna blog on this very soon*
Then, I'll be hanging out with my buddies...Half year not seeing each other, I wonder how much they miss me? I miss them lots!!
I'm going to stay in home.... Growing mushroom, enjoying my life at home, with my family, before long, I have to make my move into university again....

It has been a tough journey here, having many first time, unhappy and happy ones....
Wheelchair would be the most unforgettable....
Thinking bout it, "Teacher, I can have a nice story on 'My Most Unforgettable Experience' dy..."
Looking back on the one-year-studies here.... It's hard to say that I wont miss any part of my life in matriculation...
People whom I misunderstand as bad people, turned up to be nice to me when I'm weak....
People whom I thought I wont accept, turned up to be cute in a way...
Plus, people whom I cared so much, cared for me more....
It's the way of interaction between us, that keeps me moving upwards....
It's the friendship that I have here, touched my heart and stained it deeply with love...
Thanks for everything....

Now, time to be apart, Good luck and God bless you all for whatever you're doing and whatever you're going to go through in the future...I believed, in a few years time, the friendship will still be bonded with strong ionic bond=)
As there're always ccharge that attract us together....

Arranging photos for kaesen, regarding all the photos that i've taken... I'm so impressed that I actually had taken lotsa photos throughout the year in KMNS!!
Thousands..... A few thousands...
All memories....
Old memories...
It's gonna be one of the granny talk to my grandchildren next time...
"When I was young..."

=)


-Mogu-

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

面粉。水

这只小鸟在教堂被发现。。。右脚骨折。。。好可怜。。
可惜我不是兽医,不然,应该可以救你的。。。
希望你好好休养。。
肯定很痛!!=(
对不起帮不了你。。
不过在教堂待着,会很舒服的。。
上帝爱你哦~




已经浑浑噩噩的过了好多天。。。
我好想回家。。。真的想现在就回家。。
快半年的时间了。。。我怀念家里的每样东西。。。
我的床。。我的狗儿们。。。
电视机。。。
我爱的家人。。。
教堂。。。

其实,我只是承受不了这里的生活了。。。
每天都在读书。。。突然觉得日子好难熬。。。
我要快乐。。。

真正的快乐在哪?

我是不是不断在说服自己?
当日子活至,一直为了某个事情找解释和理由,让自己好过的地步,真的好辛苦。。。
如果真不在乎我的感受,我该再用什么理由让我继续?

两个人的生活,像面粉和水。。。
和匀了才能变成面团。。
如果一昧的加水,那么就会太湿,
太多粉也超于标准。。。
我们是面粉和水。。。
是适合,但必须彼此让步才能圆和。。。


-蘑菇-