Monday, August 30, 2010

Lucky bear

I love you, i really do....
Take my hand and hold it tight...
Never let go till the end of life....

Won the bear in Seremban....how lucky we are=)


Hubby.... I really love you...



-Mogu-

Friday, August 13, 2010

Moral sketch presentation

Just ended our moral sketch presentation....Things started wif uncertainty and madness....
Everyone was stressed wif their own studies... In fact, noone put much attention on this presentation till the last week before the presentation... Then, we got our script....and started our practices, which were only thrice...
I, took part as a local pirated vcd seller a.k.a gangster...
And the following is our casts for the drama:
Dont feel like mentioning much on it... Everyone did a great job that day...really~ much much better than practice and credit to Cheah Herng's "syok syok" expression...

My malacca trip wif sis was pratically ended up staying in sis room while waiting for her to finish work and then night time, we went out for dinner(which only occur twice tat week only)... A hongkong restaurant which sells nice food wif reasonable price... Have sweet time eating my stuff there...
My 4 besties in KMNS...And of course, not to deny....They are pretty...They are hot...They are cutie...They are sexy~(included me?? heez>.<)
Last but not least.... To all my dear readers who actually worried bout my condition for few days back, i'm still in this type of condition, dont feel like talking and stuff~ But, obviously, i'm a bit out from the gloom dy.....
Me and him, as usual, our quarrel does not last for 1 day.... Now, we're as sweet as always~=)
A great pic to share...
Thanks God for letting us know each other, for knowing You more in our daily life and for sharing our joy and sorrow together in Your love.... Dear God, please grant us the ability to serve You more in our life... Please look after us as Your dearest daughter and son, always...
In Jesus name, Amen.


-Mogu-

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

枯萎的蘑菇

好久好久都没来这片草原了。。。
有很多次,我打开了。。。可是又 每那心情说出心事。。。
我觉得现在的蘑菇越来越多心事了,而且多了一项本领---藏心事。。。
以前在学校时,就算有心事,都很难藏起来,因为会有太多关心,太多安慰,直到你说出那秘密为止。。。而且,总是有人,是我愿意向他吐露心事的。。。
现在,就算心情真的很糟,静静地一个人走着,也每人会问你好不好,是不是有不开心的事。。。
或许是还不过了解,我总觉得大家会觉得我本来就是这个样子的。。。
我越来越不开心了。。。
有时觉得很累,没人能依靠,没人能静静的听我哭诉后,再给我建议,继续走完下一段路。。。
有时觉得自己被伤害了,没人帮我出气。。。没人能像我古晋的八姐妹一样帮我出气。。。
有时觉得自己很无助时,其他人却会给与你一种“看你怎么惨?”的态度。。。不会伸出援手的。。。
有时你觉得简单的玩笑,每人能和你分享,因为他们觉得很无聊,久了,你就会慢慢失去那简单的快乐。。你会觉得自己好像很愚蠢。。。
有时你觉得是开玩笑,其他人却当真,生气你。。。


我换了一件衣服,开了电脑,想要放松自己,看一部戏。。。
结果却越看越不开心。。。
明明是喜剧,却可以看得像悲剧一样。。。
我着实觉得自己越来越不开心了。。。
某某今天因为一些事不开心,和我有了小争执。。。
结果说了一句很严重的话。。。
每次不开心时,我都会谨记不可说出自己会后悔的事。。。
但是你却这么轻易的宣泄出来。。。
我知道你很清楚自己说了那句话。。。
但你不知道的是,说出那句话意味着什么。。。
我挂了电话,因为我不想显露我听了那句话后有多脆弱。。。
我慢慢闭上眼睛仔细回想我们过去两个月的点点滴滴。。。
抱着你送的抱枕,我真的很想哭。。。

太多承诺,反而在这时显得沉重。
天天都让我开心。。。
不再计较这么多。。。
控制自己的脾气。。。
我们两个都没有遵守。。。

我放了一个盒子在自己面前,凝望着手指上套住的戒指。。。
就因为你说了那句:“我不喜欢和爱出pattern的女生在一起。。。”
是不是意味着你要放弃我了??
“如果不会做我的女朋友就不要做。。。”
“我不想跟你讲话,你现在自己挂电话,不然我要挂了。。。”
每次我只要做错事,你生气起来就不知不觉飙了这些话。。。
不是说再生气都不要说出自己后悔的话吗?
所以你有后悔吗?
我不知道。。。
我只知道,蘑菇再坚强的心,都被打碎了。。。


-蘑菇-