给朋友的一句话

有一句致于朋友的话，找不到机会当面对他们说，因为每机会聊到这一块儿。

“其实，我真的真的很珍惜你们每一位。你们总是在我需要的时候陪在我身边。。。
如果有一天发现我怎么又关起自己来了，请相信，和你们没关系，那是我不能叶不想将自己的忧郁带给大家。
或许你们会觉得我大可以和你们说，对，我是一个很容易说出心事的人，但那也depend你们有没有让我说出口的努力和让我心甘情愿的说。。
今年遇到最多友谊的问题。。
有的不开心，却不说出来，让彼此都尴尬。
有的不开心，说出来，却是通过面子书说的，也说得很婉转，这样怎么明白？
有的，没给我机会说，直接就当不了朋友。。
有的，说了坦白话，却是坏了这友情的致命原因。
还有的，什么也没做，以为应该彼此了解，却才发现，原来他重来没有了解过，亦或是这友谊竟然那么轻易就可以毁了。。。
有些，不知在几时开始，我已经不能进入你们的世界了，见面也聊得不多。。

但是，虽然有那么多事情，我依然很珍惜你们。。我不会介意。我真的不介意。每一天都希望是新的开始。我可以只要你们一个诚心的记得，我就可以很开心。以诚心的邀请，一个让我舒服不觉得被隔离的谈话，都是我很期待的。

朋友，交朋友真的不容易。不要几年的友谊，因为环境改变我们也要改变彼此互动的方式让彼此这么不舒服。。
朋友，我真的很爱你们。”




今天来点感性的话题
谢谢你们的阅读。

-蘑菇-

New blog

will still be using this blog, but i have just created a new blog to record my life as a medical student or doctor for future use.... =) feel free to read.

http://medicinlife.blogspot.com/

It's someone's big day tomorrow.

Happy Birthday.

Love.

I. Wish. The. Earliest!

I know you love the cake.

>.<

-Mogu-

Warm Accompaniance

There was a young charming guy came all the way to find me during study week.

This young charming guy only appeared during meals and no other time just not to disturb me.

I like this way.

He knew what I need.

Thanks.

We went to a restaurant whereby everything is a secret. LOL

Secret Recipe it is.

A new branch near my university. A few mins walk there, we enjoyed the talking.

For the first time, he actually tolerated with my full demanding in asking him to take picture so publicly for every food that we ate.

Thanks again.

This young charming guy sent me a post of present.

Cute.

Seeing me no intention in checking my name in the office, he desperately asking me, "Dont u want to see whether u have any post?"

Super cute.

And it's a big headphone that I've always admiring others, thinking it would be cool to show off if I'm wearing one.

Now owning one, showing off isn't the purpose, it's warm and sweet wearing.

Thank you so much.

Pumpkin soup. Random photo of food.

Food that I enjoyed in Secret Recipe.

Quite low rate i've given for the other food there for that dinner.

Conclusion: Do not go for something you've never eaten before =)

He was young and charming.

So do the bear he brought along.

Nice luck in getting it in the arcade =)

This young charming guy shall not be reading this post.

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He will read soon.

He read.

-Mogu-

Annoying Human Being!!

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

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Recently, I've been facing serious annoying phone disturbance from someone unknown...

2 cases which annoy me much.

1. Some friend of the laundry owner, stole my number from the owner's records and start to send weird messages...

Worse, (i guess it should be him too) he gave my number to his friend and his friend starts to call me every single minute...

That time, I was in church...

Imagine how people start to keep calling u and message u about "y being so long in church?? when r u free?"

Basically, it's really disgusting and irritating...

What's the connection with u if i want to stay in church forever?

Don't you know that disturbing people when they're doing Sunday services is a rude behavior?

Still, I don't get the reason to reply your message or your call except that it's being too annoying, keep vibrating that I HAVE TO pick up to avoid distraction to others nearby.

Above case mentioned is settled after a big scold by and threaten to report to police.

Sounds weak right? But maybe due to my tone and seriousness, he quickly hang up before I could even finish my last sentence...

Till now, he never dare to call anymore.

2. The above picture showed the 2nd annoying people I met in this week.

(Anyone who's free, please just randomly call him and help me find out who he is. Thanks)

This man, claimed to be my friend.

Someone I know long ago I perhaps, cause he's calling my old number, before I even entered matrics.

Whether he knew me or not, I assume if he does, then he could be my primary or even secondary schoolmate.

(ashamed to admit that I know this person seriously, my pure feelings now after your annoying act.)

One day, I was in dance practice.

My phone rang, thinking it might be from my family or friends for something urgent(cos seldom ppl called this phone) so I accepted the call.

He asked, "Do u know who I am?"

Me: (&%^@$#&$%, How would I know, it's an unknown number... So, it's another guessing game huh) Dunno. Who are u?

The annoying guy: When you know who i am, then call me back.

-hang up-

Me: #^$%@%#$ What's wrong with this guy?? Crazy...

That time, I seriously thought it's one of my friends but due to hectic schedule, I didn't bother much.

And, seriously, I thought he sure won't last forever, somehow, he would still tell me who he is, so why bother?

Days passed...

He sent a message
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(refer to above pictures...wrong chronology but lazy to shift dy.)
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So, after reading all those...

Note the date, even if I didn't reply him, he still kept on disturbing...

And what does it mean by "play your game"?

Hello~

I don't want to play any game k?

What kind of friend to talk so boastful, act so boastful?

I'm your pet?

Fun?

I feel very pissed off.

Not for being disturbed but having a friend like you (if u're really my friend)...

So proud of being so childish huh??

I dont mind bout this hide-and-seek game that u played here k?

But, hello, it's almost 1 week passed.

Get a life, man!!

Don't mess with me...

If u want to tell, fine!

Like i've informed u...

I have no time to really ask around for your identity..

I'm seriously, deadly busy here.

As a friend, (like how u keep insisting), be considerate.

Respect my life and i'll respect yours.

Know why I'm being so annoyed??

The picture showing the number who called(above), saw the time?

Seriously crazy people.

I'm so tired to have half-completed my work and study until so late, and this "friend" kept playing miscall early morning at 6 something.

Sleep lar seriously..

Do you need sleeping pills?

I need sleep k?

Because of you, my sleep was disturbed and took time for me to get back to sleep.

Then, I woke up late.

Then I'm so tired and exhausted even after 1 lecture.

Then I have lab.

Then I came back I need to study.

Then I couldn't study because I'm too tired.

Then I might got slacked off in studies because I cant finish my notes.

Still, I wanted to post this article because....

IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND (LIKE HOW IMPORTANT YOU MENTIONED IT THAT I'M HURTING U EVENTHOUGH U'RE MY FRIEND), JUST TELL ME WHO U ARE IF U WANT!!

IF NOT, FINE! I SERIOUSLY DON'T WANT TO KNOW. really.

I REALLY PRAYED THAT U'RE NOT ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRIEND BACK IN SCHOOL, IF NOT, I'LL BE SO DISAPPOINTED!!

STOP ALL YOUR CHILDISH BEHAVIOR, U MIGHT BE ENJOYING THIS, BUT I REALLY DONT WANT TO KNOW U.

SO WHY FORCING ME TO KNOW U WHEN IN THE SECOND MESSAGE U ALREADY SAID U DUN WAN TO KNOW ME?

I'D BE EXTREMELY HAPPY IF U DUN DISTURB ME ANYMORE!!!

Thank you.

Those who knows this guy, please tell me who he is.

I know he enjoys seeing me this angry, but yeah, if u dun have a life, not busy, eng eng bo su zo, want to play around, search for other number. Thank you.

-Mogu-

寻找乐趣

身为医学系学生，有时面临的压力真的不是盖的。

尤其是当你想要吊儿郎当的度过这几年时，身边会有不少的人，拼命的提醒你，不可放弃自己，以后会觉得对不起的。

有时，也会在课堂上听到医生教授说，“你们现在不好好读，以后就会觉得后悔了。”

学姐学长们也是。

很常，也不缺这种说法：医学生都不会打扮自己，不会玩乐，很无聊，很可怜的。

我呢？

我要推翻第二种说法。

医学生不是不会打扮，而是我们没有那时间耗在打扮上，说真的，睡眠远远重要过一切。

周末，不是读书就得睡觉。

不是不会玩乐，只是我们的游戏，我们的乐趣，你们不懂。

很无聊？很可怜？

我觉得这么说的人，更无聊，更可怜。

我曾经是那类的人。

什么都不懂，就乱评价一番。

再者，我又很喜欢打扮，很爱自由。

大家都说不能想象我成为医生的样子，连我都这么觉得呢，你们说惨不惨？

对于自己能不能给人信任的样子，我大大的犹豫着自己是不是入对行。

结果，我还是进来了。

我要自己体会。

半年就快过去了。

这半年里，我推翻自己很多的无知想法。

以下是我个人给与考虑着是否该拿医学系或者是否该来吉兰丹的一些看法。

乐趣是靠自己寻找的。

医学系真的很忙。每天的notes多到~~~~~~

就算一天只上3堂lecture,你下午还有lab。。。

到晚上，若你能读完1份notes至两份，大家肯定都赞你说你太厉害了。

你要花很长时间来边了解边读书。读完后，你要花更久的时间来背熟它。

然后你就会发现，哦，时间已经是凌晨12点了。

第二天，你可能会在课堂上睡着。

不过，放心，你也会因为怕不懂而死死睁大眼睛。

然后你就期待周末的到来。

在吉兰丹，没戏院，没kbox, 没娱乐场所。。。

周末怎么办？

告诉你，的确第一个星期在这里回想着去这里去那里，但是，之后，都会因为你那每天累计下来的notes读不完，自己都不敢出去了。

这不是kiasu.

就算你真的读完了，你都未必记得，有得重读。

周末，最常做的事情就是和一班朋友出去吃饭。。。常常一聊，两小时就过去了。

偶尔，（我是常常啦）会在房间看戏。

因为时间好掌控，这可以算是最大乐趣。

哦，还有，吉兰丹的夜生活就是无非，凌晨，去吃宵夜。（我们的宵夜基本都是12至3点这段期间，因为，有时读书，功课，彼此配合，挪出来的时间就是那时候）

这里有McD, cotek, satay, up to u, hayaki, etc...

总之，在这里，乐趣就是和朋友一起坐下来聊天大笑的时候。

还有，去教堂也是开心的时候。

能够打扮漂漂亮亮。

其实，平时，去上课就很爱打扮。

因为那是我的乐趣，能够疏解压力啊。。。会让我一大早心情就很好呢。

你会开始怀疑自己。

考试成绩放榜时，你若考得不错，你会很开心，但若考得不好，你会觉得很沮丧，会觉得你拿不睡觉的几天，拼命读书的几天，都白费了。

我曾经在考试期间，连续两天没睡觉，每天都是靠着维他命撑着去考试。

一考完，倒床大睡，醒来后直接发烧。

接着，期间，你会参与很多活动。

若你很active的，像我一样，你就会忙得喘不过气来。

你会比别人更没有时间读书（所以考试时才得整夜不睡读书，结果还读不完）。

你会觉得为什么自己要这样糟蹋自己。

不过，成果时需要努力的。

我是不能改变的。

因为表演也是我喜欢做的事情中，最重要的那部分。

为了表演，你得参加每次的训练。

但是，真的，大学的表演，会让你觉得那一刻，真的值得。。。

你会感慨。。你会感动。。。

当然，因人而异。也有朋友不喜欢表演而负责后台的。

不过也是一样，忙！

这也是为什么，你没有闲时间出去玩了。

因为，大学生活都足够精彩了。

这是我们练习传统舞时拍的。

认得这衣服吗？

就是上一张我睡着时穿的。

练习前还在房里读书，争取每分每秒。

你看到这里，会不会觉得，我还是不要拿医学系了？

我不要去吉兰丹，可能吉隆坡没有这么压力？这么无聊？

相较过，其实都差不多。

除非你真的没有责任感，或者你太聪明了，不然，像我一样，成绩平平，就得花更多时间去读书，又爱玩，参加很多活动，就得牺牲更多的东西。

虽然如此，我觉得我才是真正长大。

真正压力的觉得自己很充足。

学会处理压力，乐观起来（还是会不开心，不过。。。）， 成熟，待人处事。

一个缺点。对我来说，也是最大的缺点就是，我会变得不愿和人分享我的心情了。

会觉得很累要说，会觉得没人懂我，因为这里，大家都有自己要烦的事情啊。。。

-蘑菇-

Life-saving will

I started 2012 rather weak...
Having sore throat and flu all the way...
Not feeling the strong anticipation to studies.
I'm a lazy bug now.

Watched a korean drama "obstetrics and
gynaecology".
Que 1: Could I really be a dedicated doctor??
Que2: Could I really capable of being a capable doctor??
These questions have been hunting me over the nights whenever I lifted up the thick notes in front of me... Not understanding or remembering the facts in them.
I feel defeated.
I wanted to be one.
Not one who's excellent in achieving self-satisfaction, because doctor really isn't just about knowledge.

But one who's capable of helping the patient, always for the benefits of patient, despite the rules and own benefits...

The sacrifice and concern towards the best for patients.

I wanted to be able to make right decision when it comes to an emergency and this decision, would bring lives back.

I wanted to be like that.

I know I could if I worked hard.

But it's always easier to talk rather than work

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Years and years, mum working in gynaecology.

She has strong patience and really capable in taking care of her patients.

A nurse, just like an angel to patients, i think.

Well, could I be a good servants to patients then?

God, please strengthen my heart in this. Let me study and understand not for exam, but my career and responsibility towards my future patients.

Amen.

-Mogu-

不能改变别人。我要走出来。

踏出校园。
今早，很犹豫着应不应该和朋友们一起出去吃午餐。
第一，很无力，懒惰。
第二，不想去吃pizza.
可是，最后我选择了给自己机会。
不想把自己闷坏了。
于是便和这班很可爱的朋友们一起去了。
本打算把自己的长发剪短的。
打从上个月就筹谋着，但是因为得演戏，所以就留着。
现在，又有可能不能了。
因为明年条传统舞时需要绑辫子。
所以我就想要剪掉我的流海，结果，那间某某有名气的理发店实在是爆满，连我说愿意等，他都说可能得等上半天的时间。
无奈，只好回房了。

我最近受的打击真的很想让我做些改变。
我想重新开始。
我想真理心情。
我不想再这么爬不起来。
我不想被人问怎么了，因为我回答不来。
原因有很多，却没有具体的，因为有时候，就是会因为太多事情而崩溃。
我就是在这么一个情况。
心情低落。
没人懂。
或许这个它不适合我的生活，那个他不习惯我。
我不再期望，因为我不能退缩，我不能改变别人。
我自己适应，如果不行，我会退出。
给我一些时间。
12月。
Life changing decision.


-蘑菇-

收音机一起。

以前常觉得听收音机会让我无法专心读书。
最近，我却迷上与收音机为伍的生活。
不需说话，一个人静静的在图书馆读书。一个人吃饭。一个人承担压力。
我几乎累得不想和我姐说话。为什么？
别问我。我已经累得不想找出答案。
无论到哪，都带着耳机。不想别人觉得我自己一个很可怜，所以我选择伪装自己忙碌享受的样子。
精神上的崩溃，我没有人可以倾诉，也不知道该如何倾诉。
就觉得，我说了一堆，另一方也不能怎样，只能说些鼓励的话，而我好像比较希望有人明白我的感觉，让我觉得你真的感同身受。
我很累很累。
几度怀疑自己为什么要选择这科目？
我渴望自由简单的生活。
在这里，我或许学会的一样事情就是沉默。还有。。。沉默。

我是不是得了忧郁症？
我很压抑。。。
没有人能够了解。
这个月，是我说了最多“对不起”的时候。
我真的很累很累。
我很想回家。
我很想自己不要长大。
我很想推开所有职务。
我很想就这样。
我想好好读书，希望自己聪明一点。
为什么很努力读了，就是不明白？
为什么？


-蘑菇-

I have a life in Kelantan

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Yea.

This is a statement.

I have a life in Kelantan.

Breathing, sleeping, eating and what did I do with the rest of time?

Interesting!!

Studying.

And.... Well, update tonight if I'm free.

Sorry, really been very very busy here.

Not even having enough sleeping time for myself.

=)

-Mogu-

Chocolate chips.

I have this great obsession on chocolate.

Really love it!!

Just bought myself a whole box of chocolate chips.

Very delicious of course.

Not to forget, my doggy's favourite.

Beef flavour.

And, it costs RM79.

My happy doggy..

And this is just not all.

Everyday have to cook bones and rice for them too....

How blissful they are <3

heez.

They deserve it! =)

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Oatmeal.

A nice bowl of oatmeal.

Night, people!

=)

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Long Sleep

I have thick eyebrows~

Just like Crayon Sin-chan >.<

Heez.

Hi5 to everyone!! =)

It's 4.21am now.

Not much intention to stay so late.

Before I got into the title, it was another Sunday for church service yesterday!! =)

I was getting excited as this coming one would be the day of my baptism~

What a lovely one.

Oh, I've always make it an effort to dress up nicely to church.

In fact, it's the only place whereby wearing formal would not be awkward among others.

It's a respect to God to wear our best in His holy hall.

Just imagine meeting our dear respected Prime Minister(not to imagine bout our Royal Highness, that would be too far), we would surely be in our most treasure attire.

What more to say God, our Great Creator.

Okay~ Here's the outfit.

All given by my shopaholic eldest sis. =)

Well, I won't oppose this, cos now, many had entered my closet instead... HahaXD

I realised I couldnt really go without my fringe, totally gone!!

Argh~

Not nice not nice...

I have broad forehead and big face. (A sad thing to admit)

Was always searching for a good hairdresser to trim my fringe.

Once, I had a terribly short fringe which made me the joke in the class for 3 days.

Still remembered the ugliness of the fringe.

Saw this paper statue of Kelvin in OneJaya.

Just random >.<

A feelings to feel crazy and do crazy, be crazy!

Wake up from sleep.

Well, I've had a long sleep since 7pm just now.

Woke up at 11pm.

So, how could I sleep again?

I was now here typing blog post....

Wanted to get rid of my energy.

Have you ever feel that, the very one thing that you wanted to see when you first wake up is your hair style?

I have this obsession over my wake up hairstyle.

It changes my mood, not much, but the least it could influence.

If the hair looks nice, curves inwards or so, I would be in good mood that morning at least.

If I woke up and found my fringe or hair curled outwards or looked bad, I would surely feel frustrated combing it inwards...

Just a simple things to cheer myself up. Mostly, they look nice =)

My hair goes natural wavy.

That's why, I love to have long hair and not shoulder-length.

Had a Cadbury chocolate just now.

Tooth aches recently, better be careful on this.

=P

Watched Harry Potter first series just now.

"Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone".

Off to bed. ( I wish I could sleep.)

Signed off,

-Mogu-

More shopping

This photo was not taken on the same day whereby I bought the grilled chicken chop below.

Last night, a Saturday it was.

Mum and I suddenly felt like eating chicken chop.

Hence, we dropped by Good Times at 3rd Mile.

It was the second time I'd been there.

Nice as usual =)

But Mum recommended Chef At Home's chop instead.

The wrapping for take away.

Okay, on Feraiday night itself, we went to MJC night market to seek for cheap ballerina-like shoes.

The weather was pretty cold and before we headed home, we're actually running across the streets in rain.

Stalls selling purse and jewellery.

Specs.

This had nothing special to talk about.

We went to a bank, and I happened to see this reflection of mine in one of the poles, so I took a picture.

It looked like my legs were slim and long..

Aww~

The cheap ballerina-like shoes which I bought at RM15.

I do not know honw long will it last, my previous experience was a couple of months, which was quite a good record to me already.

You see, I'm the kind of girls who go for cheap stuff as in low in price but good quality =)

For instance, clothes and bags and shoes.

Barely because, I'm the kind who kept on changing new clothes and attracted to new ones...

So, I see no point on buying a RM200++ branded polo tee whereby, it looked the same like the one from Pasar Malam, and not that my friends valued me from the brands I wore.

Well, they said the quality is good, but I simply cant risk on destroying my expensive tee over a spilling juice or anything, which in a way, will restrict my way of eating.

So, it's just troublesome to take care of.

Plus, a RM25 dress looks just nicer and more attractive.

In exchange, an expensive one, could take away a few dresses of mine, no way!!

Outfit for yesterday, Saturday.

Out for shopping.

Bought a pair of jeans and a 3/4 length pants.

Ended up with Fish burger by Sugarbun as dinner.

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Kuching Fest 2011

I was kinda lazy today, so let the picture speaks.

I went to Kuching Fest this year.

I went with my primary schoolmates.

It was a rainy day.

Many people were bringing umbrellas because it was raining. =.=

I dropped my phone on the way to find my friends because my hands are too slippery.

Then, we met.

We walked in the rain, searching for my fried ice-cream stall and the next moment, we found this very bright plat they got, a famous song from Taiwan.

So, we took a photo.

Many photos actually.

Because the photographer were eager to do so. =P

Credited to Joel MohMoh...

How we had always called him so.

Then, we met a lot of former primary schoolmates by coincidence.

This is Christopher.

This is former Mdm Ting's tuition class classmate.

I forgot his name.

=(

This is Esther.

Our former primary classmate too.

And there's one more girl whom we knew she's from our former primary school too.

But, we couldn't recall her name at all.

We did not dare to confront her too.

Finally activity on the list, we went for a Pirate Ship ride.

It was scary.

It was high.

It was...errr.... *vomit*

I had very terrible feelings on Pirates Ship.

No more.

And these are all my primary schoolmates.

We talked like crazy people.

Because, we are crazy people.

=)

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Uni tit-bits settled.

It was this very nice morning, Mum took a leave off, then, we headed to Bank Islam to get some university fee payment done.

A stack of money, pricing rm2000.

Then, we went to school to get some certificate signed by Principal, but unfortunately, he's not in.

So, we ended up waiting for awhile before Mr. Wee saw me and invited me in to sign my papers for me.

Long talk about how I should study overseas next time for my Master level and stuff.

Then, I met Dr. Chai who was talking to 2 seniors, one year older than me, asking him to certified their certs for university too.

But then, the old man here, proudly told them to just get them certified by a counselor teacher upstairs.

(Which on the other words, his signature is too pricey to be signed on the purpose of certifying certs only?? I doubt that! Not big special at all, Dr.)

And remember, this is a typical type too.

Afternoon session prefects on role calls.

After certifying my certs, I decided to wait for a little while for Mr. Ang.

Just to have some regular chat with him and all, so long didn't see this adorable man dy.

So while waiting, I met my former Chemistry teacher, Pn. Chong.

Hence, we talked while strolling at the canteen area.

And this is the unlucky moment to have meet this old woman there.

Do not even want to mention her name, but those who ever attacked by her, sure recognise this.

Me: Good morning, teacher. (To say the least,there're very few students who would even bother to greet every teacher, even those who're not teaching them, in school. I, as the few, owh, this is definitely something glad to share, I'm very happy that I still possess this habit to greet every teacher, each whom I saw. Hence, politely, with a slight bow, I greeted her.)

Old woman: (Did not even bother to turn her body, peeped on my attire and exclaimed) Oh, how come you wear like that to school? This is a school, you know. You shouldn't wear like that to school. (Followed by, okay, this is the most irritating and annoying and rudest part) Tsk tsk tsk! (She shooked her head, not even bother to turn her body to face me, still, side peeping. Hate this.)

Burning, I tried to explain.

Me: Erm, teacher I just dropped by to....... (not even finish my sentence)

Old woman: No, no,no... Even just drop by also shouldn't enter the school with these! (the hands crossed in front of her chest, eyeballs turn up and down on my attire on the very proud manner)

Still, not to lose my manner(not like her, how rude she is), I apologized.

Me: Sorry, teacher.

Old woman: Next time don't wear like..THAT! (still not looking at me.)

Then, my tiny little heart got so disturbed by this incident.

I could not understand what have I done to deserve this treatment?

Not to say proud, I was never the type of student whom teacher would give bad comment on(talkative is not one....cos teacher usually didn't do it in harsh way, just a small comment).

And, I certainly not the type of student who slacks my studies and gets blacklisted for bad behavior.

And off all, in attitude throughout the conversation, I did not act like I'm here to show off my legs or even show off my hair- attitude. Not even like girls who've dropped out of school, came back with trendy look to attract attention, which in we commonly called Lala.

I am not.

I did not.

Thus, what's with the whole attitude?

Not that noone wear shorts (or even shorter than me) in school compound.

Band members?

Choir members?

Ex-seniors?

Sure they do.

And during camp?

Scouts?

(No offense. It's just examples that many do wear shorts and I personally do not think it's a wrong)

The purpose of not wearing shorts is to forbid some girls who tend to wear hot pants who did it on purpose to attract attention which is menjolok mata.

And this?

I personally think I wore t-shirt instead of singlet(a plus)

I wore shorts which does not seem like a panties-length (another plus)

I'm so on fire to be commented like this.

My self-esteem told me I should not be accused over some purpose which I did not mean to commit in. Like show off or attract attention or act trendy.

(Btw, even if you wear jeans, long sleeves, you also attract attention in school, basically, the juniors would love to glance at their seniors.)

I told mum the whole incident in the car.

A conclusion we drawn.

There're just this typical teachers (like Dr.Chai and old woman) who always thought they're the top, and without knowing, them who always teach people to be elegant, well-behaved, polite and all, were doing all sorts of stuff, contradicting themselves.

They're not polite, kind and helpful.

Rude and ruthless.

Not humble or dedicated.

And rude.

Did I mention this?

Oh, I did.

Guess it's just not enough.

Rude.

You're a teacher.

You told people not to judge a book by it's cover.

And now you turn over your own statement by doing it exactly.

Then, you told us not to look down on other person.

Again, you did it by judging and judging, comparing and within your own small world, just because you've never heard my name, doesn't mean that I'm a small useless, not studying students who stroll in school compound while others are wearing uniforms studying Form 6, which you probably thought, IF I WERE STUDYING I WOULD BE IN FORM 6 ART CLASS THE LAST. I guess.

I do not want to judge you.

I said all these based on proof.

Imagine, a student, a top student, for example G went back to school in the exact attire like me, you won't even bother to look at the attire and comment, nor presenting the awful slanting look, you would just have a deep conversation with her on her studies now, you would want to know, you would want to stick onto the clever and popular ones.

I hate this type of people.

You know, by doing so, not only you are missing the wonderful person in your life, but you're also degrading yourself as someone not worth-talking to.

I've strive so hard throughout my teenagehood.

Studying has been a very important part in my life.

One the many reasons is because, I do not want my family nor I to be looked down by those who think they're of high-class family and too elegant to even bother on us.

I studied hard and I never did anything bad to exchange results which I did not deserve.

Hurting others or blackmailing or threaten.

Non of these.

Now, the flowers are blooming.

I thought finally, maybe I could loosen up a bit.

I have gained many's recognition.

Today's incident is definitely a disappointment.

But, I thank God for giving me a way to realise, when people look down on you or being harsh to you, the best way is to show the best attitude and behavior in front of them.

Be thankful for they let you know the other part of the world with human like them.

I should not be proud.

I shall thank her.

I have to keep repeating this really endure the pain in my heart.

Have you ever experience being accused over something so bad that you wanted to cry?

And misunderstand?

Oh ya, to clarify one misunderstanding.

I did not wear this attire directly from home to school.

The whole morning, I have been from here to there, a few places; banks, post office, photostat shop before finally reached school.

What a hot day.

And first plan is, if only we managed to settle everything before 12pm, we could stop by school to get the photostated certs signed.

So, it's not by any intentions that I purposely wore that to school and it would be impossible for me to drive home and get changed before going to school after whole morning, busy.

Afterall, the car is filled on fuel not plain water.

*hot*

Photo taken with Hui Ching, who purposely told teacher she wanted to go to toilet and ran down to chat with me. =)

I tied my fringe up.

Lunch in the car.

Then, we went to cousin's house to visit the newborn again.

Aww~

So cute right?

Adorable lar...

Wish you grow up healthily and happy always =)

Sorry, because I tend to mumble alot and my anger is expressed by typing faster.

So, there're many words to be read, ignore them if you're too tired to do so....

A post on Kuching Fest is coming out soon.

Too tired dy.

I tend to blog very frequent these days.

So, when you read this, you might have missed out 1 or 2 blog posts dy.

If interested, kindly press "older posts" to have a look.

^.^

Still a fine day.

Thanks God.

Signed off,

-Mogu-