New blog

will still be using this blog, but i have just created a new blog to record my life as a medical student or doctor for future use.... =) feel free to read.

http://medicinlife.blogspot.com/

It's someone's big day tomorrow.

Happy Birthday.

Love.

I. Wish. The. Earliest!

I know you love the cake.

>.<

-Mogu-

Warm Accompaniance

There was a young charming guy came all the way to find me during study week.

This young charming guy only appeared during meals and no other time just not to disturb me.

I like this way.

He knew what I need.

Thanks.

We went to a restaurant whereby everything is a secret. LOL

Secret Recipe it is.

A new branch near my university. A few mins walk there, we enjoyed the talking.

For the first time, he actually tolerated with my full demanding in asking him to take picture so publicly for every food that we ate.

Thanks again.

This young charming guy sent me a post of present.

Cute.

Seeing me no intention in checking my name in the office, he desperately asking me, "Dont u want to see whether u have any post?"

Super cute.

And it's a big headphone that I've always admiring others, thinking it would be cool to show off if I'm wearing one.

Now owning one, showing off isn't the purpose, it's warm and sweet wearing.

Thank you so much.

Pumpkin soup. Random photo of food.

Food that I enjoyed in Secret Recipe.

Quite low rate i've given for the other food there for that dinner.

Conclusion: Do not go for something you've never eaten before =)

He was young and charming.

So do the bear he brought along.

Nice luck in getting it in the arcade =)

This young charming guy shall not be reading this post.

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He will read soon.

He read.

-Mogu-

Annoying Human Being!!

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

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Recently, I've been facing serious annoying phone disturbance from someone unknown...

2 cases which annoy me much.

1. Some friend of the laundry owner, stole my number from the owner's records and start to send weird messages...

Worse, (i guess it should be him too) he gave my number to his friend and his friend starts to call me every single minute...

That time, I was in church...

Imagine how people start to keep calling u and message u about "y being so long in church?? when r u free?"

Basically, it's really disgusting and irritating...

What's the connection with u if i want to stay in church forever?

Don't you know that disturbing people when they're doing Sunday services is a rude behavior?

Still, I don't get the reason to reply your message or your call except that it's being too annoying, keep vibrating that I HAVE TO pick up to avoid distraction to others nearby.

Above case mentioned is settled after a big scold by and threaten to report to police.

Sounds weak right? But maybe due to my tone and seriousness, he quickly hang up before I could even finish my last sentence...

Till now, he never dare to call anymore.

2. The above picture showed the 2nd annoying people I met in this week.

(Anyone who's free, please just randomly call him and help me find out who he is. Thanks)

This man, claimed to be my friend.

Someone I know long ago I perhaps, cause he's calling my old number, before I even entered matrics.

Whether he knew me or not, I assume if he does, then he could be my primary or even secondary schoolmate.

(ashamed to admit that I know this person seriously, my pure feelings now after your annoying act.)

One day, I was in dance practice.

My phone rang, thinking it might be from my family or friends for something urgent(cos seldom ppl called this phone) so I accepted the call.

He asked, "Do u know who I am?"

Me: (&%^@$#&$%, How would I know, it's an unknown number... So, it's another guessing game huh) Dunno. Who are u?

The annoying guy: When you know who i am, then call me back.

-hang up-

Me: #^$%@%#$ What's wrong with this guy?? Crazy...

That time, I seriously thought it's one of my friends but due to hectic schedule, I didn't bother much.

And, seriously, I thought he sure won't last forever, somehow, he would still tell me who he is, so why bother?

Days passed...

He sent a message
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(refer to above pictures...wrong chronology but lazy to shift dy.)
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So, after reading all those...

Note the date, even if I didn't reply him, he still kept on disturbing...

And what does it mean by "play your game"?

Hello~

I don't want to play any game k?

What kind of friend to talk so boastful, act so boastful?

I'm your pet?

Fun?

I feel very pissed off.

Not for being disturbed but having a friend like you (if u're really my friend)...

So proud of being so childish huh??

I dont mind bout this hide-and-seek game that u played here k?

But, hello, it's almost 1 week passed.

Get a life, man!!

Don't mess with me...

If u want to tell, fine!

Like i've informed u...

I have no time to really ask around for your identity..

I'm seriously, deadly busy here.

As a friend, (like how u keep insisting), be considerate.

Respect my life and i'll respect yours.

Know why I'm being so annoyed??

The picture showing the number who called(above), saw the time?

Seriously crazy people.

I'm so tired to have half-completed my work and study until so late, and this "friend" kept playing miscall early morning at 6 something.

Sleep lar seriously..

Do you need sleeping pills?

I need sleep k?

Because of you, my sleep was disturbed and took time for me to get back to sleep.

Then, I woke up late.

Then I'm so tired and exhausted even after 1 lecture.

Then I have lab.

Then I came back I need to study.

Then I couldn't study because I'm too tired.

Then I might got slacked off in studies because I cant finish my notes.

Still, I wanted to post this article because....

IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND (LIKE HOW IMPORTANT YOU MENTIONED IT THAT I'M HURTING U EVENTHOUGH U'RE MY FRIEND), JUST TELL ME WHO U ARE IF U WANT!!

IF NOT, FINE! I SERIOUSLY DON'T WANT TO KNOW. really.

I REALLY PRAYED THAT U'RE NOT ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRIEND BACK IN SCHOOL, IF NOT, I'LL BE SO DISAPPOINTED!!

STOP ALL YOUR CHILDISH BEHAVIOR, U MIGHT BE ENJOYING THIS, BUT I REALLY DONT WANT TO KNOW U.

SO WHY FORCING ME TO KNOW U WHEN IN THE SECOND MESSAGE U ALREADY SAID U DUN WAN TO KNOW ME?

I'D BE EXTREMELY HAPPY IF U DUN DISTURB ME ANYMORE!!!

Thank you.

Those who knows this guy, please tell me who he is.

I know he enjoys seeing me this angry, but yeah, if u dun have a life, not busy, eng eng bo su zo, want to play around, search for other number. Thank you.

-Mogu-

寻找乐趣

身为医学系学生，有时面临的压力真的不是盖的。

尤其是当你想要吊儿郎当的度过这几年时，身边会有不少的人，拼命的提醒你，不可放弃自己，以后会觉得对不起的。

有时，也会在课堂上听到医生教授说，“你们现在不好好读，以后就会觉得后悔了。”

学姐学长们也是。

很常，也不缺这种说法：医学生都不会打扮自己，不会玩乐，很无聊，很可怜的。

我呢？

我要推翻第二种说法。

医学生不是不会打扮，而是我们没有那时间耗在打扮上，说真的，睡眠远远重要过一切。

周末，不是读书就得睡觉。

不是不会玩乐，只是我们的游戏，我们的乐趣，你们不懂。

很无聊？很可怜？

我觉得这么说的人，更无聊，更可怜。

我曾经是那类的人。

什么都不懂，就乱评价一番。

再者，我又很喜欢打扮，很爱自由。

大家都说不能想象我成为医生的样子，连我都这么觉得呢，你们说惨不惨？

对于自己能不能给人信任的样子，我大大的犹豫着自己是不是入对行。

结果，我还是进来了。

我要自己体会。

半年就快过去了。

这半年里，我推翻自己很多的无知想法。

以下是我个人给与考虑着是否该拿医学系或者是否该来吉兰丹的一些看法。

乐趣是靠自己寻找的。

医学系真的很忙。每天的notes多到~~~~~~

就算一天只上3堂lecture,你下午还有lab。。。

到晚上，若你能读完1份notes至两份，大家肯定都赞你说你太厉害了。

你要花很长时间来边了解边读书。读完后，你要花更久的时间来背熟它。

然后你就会发现，哦，时间已经是凌晨12点了。

第二天，你可能会在课堂上睡着。

不过，放心，你也会因为怕不懂而死死睁大眼睛。

然后你就期待周末的到来。

在吉兰丹，没戏院，没kbox, 没娱乐场所。。。

周末怎么办？

告诉你，的确第一个星期在这里回想着去这里去那里，但是，之后，都会因为你那每天累计下来的notes读不完，自己都不敢出去了。

这不是kiasu.

就算你真的读完了，你都未必记得，有得重读。

周末，最常做的事情就是和一班朋友出去吃饭。。。常常一聊，两小时就过去了。

偶尔，（我是常常啦）会在房间看戏。

因为时间好掌控，这可以算是最大乐趣。

哦，还有，吉兰丹的夜生活就是无非，凌晨，去吃宵夜。（我们的宵夜基本都是12至3点这段期间，因为，有时读书，功课，彼此配合，挪出来的时间就是那时候）

这里有McD, cotek, satay, up to u, hayaki, etc...

总之，在这里，乐趣就是和朋友一起坐下来聊天大笑的时候。

还有，去教堂也是开心的时候。

能够打扮漂漂亮亮。

其实，平时，去上课就很爱打扮。

因为那是我的乐趣，能够疏解压力啊。。。会让我一大早心情就很好呢。

你会开始怀疑自己。

考试成绩放榜时，你若考得不错，你会很开心，但若考得不好，你会觉得很沮丧，会觉得你拿不睡觉的几天，拼命读书的几天，都白费了。

我曾经在考试期间，连续两天没睡觉，每天都是靠着维他命撑着去考试。

一考完，倒床大睡，醒来后直接发烧。

接着，期间，你会参与很多活动。

若你很active的，像我一样，你就会忙得喘不过气来。

你会比别人更没有时间读书（所以考试时才得整夜不睡读书，结果还读不完）。

你会觉得为什么自己要这样糟蹋自己。

不过，成果时需要努力的。

我是不能改变的。

因为表演也是我喜欢做的事情中，最重要的那部分。

为了表演，你得参加每次的训练。

但是，真的，大学的表演，会让你觉得那一刻，真的值得。。。

你会感慨。。你会感动。。。

当然，因人而异。也有朋友不喜欢表演而负责后台的。

不过也是一样，忙！

这也是为什么，你没有闲时间出去玩了。

因为，大学生活都足够精彩了。

这是我们练习传统舞时拍的。

认得这衣服吗？

就是上一张我睡着时穿的。

练习前还在房里读书，争取每分每秒。

你看到这里，会不会觉得，我还是不要拿医学系了？

我不要去吉兰丹，可能吉隆坡没有这么压力？这么无聊？

相较过，其实都差不多。

除非你真的没有责任感，或者你太聪明了，不然，像我一样，成绩平平，就得花更多时间去读书，又爱玩，参加很多活动，就得牺牲更多的东西。

虽然如此，我觉得我才是真正长大。

真正压力的觉得自己很充足。

学会处理压力，乐观起来（还是会不开心，不过。。。）， 成熟，待人处事。

一个缺点。对我来说，也是最大的缺点就是，我会变得不愿和人分享我的心情了。

会觉得很累要说，会觉得没人懂我，因为这里，大家都有自己要烦的事情啊。。。

-蘑菇-

Life-saving will

I started 2012 rather weak...
Having sore throat and flu all the way...
Not feeling the strong anticipation to studies.
I'm a lazy bug now.

Watched a korean drama "obstetrics and
gynaecology".
Que 1: Could I really be a dedicated doctor??
Que2: Could I really capable of being a capable doctor??
These questions have been hunting me over the nights whenever I lifted up the thick notes in front of me... Not understanding or remembering the facts in them.
I feel defeated.
I wanted to be one.
Not one who's excellent in achieving self-satisfaction, because doctor really isn't just about knowledge.

But one who's capable of helping the patient, always for the benefits of patient, despite the rules and own benefits...

The sacrifice and concern towards the best for patients.

I wanted to be able to make right decision when it comes to an emergency and this decision, would bring lives back.

I wanted to be like that.

I know I could if I worked hard.

But it's always easier to talk rather than work

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Years and years, mum working in gynaecology.

She has strong patience and really capable in taking care of her patients.

A nurse, just like an angel to patients, i think.

Well, could I be a good servants to patients then?

God, please strengthen my heart in this. Let me study and understand not for exam, but my career and responsibility towards my future patients.

Amen.

-Mogu-